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Cotton Candy

by First Hate

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    Tracklisting -
    A1. Someone New
    A2. What's The Matter Boy
    A3. Cotton Candy
    A4. What About Me (feat. Varnrable)
    A5. Hearts
    B1. Fortune Teller
    B2. Commercial
    B3. In My Head
    A4. Vampire Boi
    A5. Solitary Sundays

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1.
Someone New 04:21
I surrender to the customs of summer For a week or two, for a week or two He whispers kinky boy in my ear For a week or two, for a week or two Conversations through the tunnel For a week or two, for a week or two Had no lover to call my own For a week or two, for a week or two From the day we parted I thought I never would get over you - over you But when the summer started I was holding hands with someone new Hey baby This is goodbye Like talk to you never Put titanic on to get a good cry To put it another way The heart is a muscle And I gotta move Nothing’s forever You knew I was trouble So what can I do Cause what goes up Simply comes down So move on up Before my come down Back on the horse Imma ride all over again Across the stars I can ride wherever I want Someone new oh-oh Phone calls cutting in the tunnel All the words we said never made it through God knows that I loved you For a week or two, for a week or two Oh I try to recall the summer As I kneel before the autumn Since I cannot go to the ocean I always stay inside And break just like a wave that disappears without a trace From the day we parted I thought I never would get over you - over you But when the summer started I was holding hands with someone new Hey baby You look so fine Better than ever Make my way across the floor to try There is no other way He might have the muscles But I got the moves Slowly but surely I might get in trouble But what can I do Cause what goes up Simply comes down So move on up Before my come down Back on the horse Imma ride all over again Across the stars I can ride wherever I want
2.
Searchlight, what a night Sudden death on the floor Forget what did you do I remember paradise We were somewhere getting high Help me get on up and leave Young dove coming down Angel falling from the sky I don’t hear a word that you’re saying What’s the matter boy You got something more I can tell that you’ve got money What’s the matter boy Rich kid, lonely kid You’ve got what it takes, but tell me What’s the matter boy At the front of the line Fast track, always buying On the credit card of your mama What’s the matter boy Don’t you get why I could never say that Don’t you get why I could never say that Last nights underwear You check your bed, but I'm not there You call me, but I’m out of power New day, new me Smokey shirt and purple teeth Get home and get in the shower Slippery like a soap Catch me quick before I go I'll be back in 24 hours What’s the matter boy Light lad, lovely lad Say buongiorno lad You can be my lover tonight What’s the matter boy Eat your spaghetti to forgetti your regretti baby It's alright What’s the matter boy White lines open my mind I'm up all night with another stranger What’s the matter boy Don’t you get why I could never say that Don’t you get why I could never say that While I’m out and about You’re just at home Dancing to the radio Ladadi ladida What’s the matter boy Minor chords, major chords Sticky floors and broken hearts We could kiss each other tonight What’s the matter boy Meet your temptation at the station Revelation baby, take a ride What’s the matter boy Wrong turns, right turns I just wanna see it burn Baby, pass the fire What’s the matter boy Don’t you get why I could never say that Don’t you get why I could never say that
3.
Cotton Candy 03:48
You say that you’re going mad You say that you’re just the same That I’m getting cold I know you like cotton candy We that we shouldn’t But we do it anyway Solar rays in my room, 6 pm tossing the sheets Feeling the cold terracotta tiles under my feet There’s a quiet day for every rowdy night Reach out the window and touch the sky Sunrise all the time Around the world All the time People die All the time Around the world All of the time My skin is transparent But my friend is blind He says he can sense my emotions When I’m not around I know you like cotton candy We that we shouldn’t But we do it anyway I’m still in bed, you’re way ahead But I’m not gonna let you get away Anyway She wears a mask of flowers on her dark face She’s a goddess so you better pray Solar rays in my room 6 pm tossing the sheets Feeling the cold terracotta tiles under my feet There’s a quiet day for every rowdy night Reach out the window and touch the Sunrise all the time Round the world All the time People die All the time Around the world All of the time Sunrise all of the time Round the world All the time People die All the time Around the world All of the time
4.
Someone’s been inside your head Entered deep inside you Penetrated through your chest Someplace deep inside you Someone’s been inside your head I feel the fire Put my head against your chest Someone is breathing in you Sometimes I can feel it crawling under your skin I know you can’t shake it once you let it in Sometimes I can feel it creeping into your thoughts I know you won’t let it go Run through the water Wild horses running free You and your lover But what about me What about me Someone lives inside your head Living deep inside you Someone’s eating through your flesh Someplace deep inside you Sometimes I can feel it crawling under your skin I know you can’t shake it once you let it in Sometimes I can feel it creeping into your thoughts I know you won't let it go Run through the water Wild horses running free You and your lover But what about me What about me What about me What about me What about me What about me What about me What about me What about me
5.
Hearts 03:23
Home Shouting from the living room Louder than the tv show Tears in my eyes as my brother fakes a smile And cover my ears with his hands Mom is on the phone with her friend Daddy’s getting home at seven Got a feeling this will never end So I close my eyes and pretend Hearts beating Love leading Hands crushing Blood rushing Can’t breathe Wrestling in the autumn leaves Dirt in the blood on my cheek Ocean of adrenaline, waves so close never in control Another letter from the principal We’ve had another episode He never does what he is told Always losing his temper Hearts beating Love leading Hands crushing Blood rushing River running Trying to hold onto something Feel nothing Do nothing Be nothing Blood pumping Trying to get up you’re just fifteen Just a teen So just keep running Keep it coming Hearts beating Love leading Hands crushing Blood rushing River running Trying to hold onto something Feel nothing, do nothing Be nothing Blood pumping Trying to get up you’re just fifteen Just a teen So just keep running Keep it coming
6.
All the space your body takes up Cover it with your mothers’ makeup Afraid your new bike might get stolen So you walk ‘till your shoes are broken You can go Change your mind This is the end Let it go You can dream All that could have been It’s too late now Let it go You say you got the money Everybody owes you some Pack your bags and leave the country Dial the number, make the call Close your mouth or eat a cricket Turn the key and lock your door Look out through the dirty window Time has come to set the score The grim reaper is a day sleeper If he asks, then I haven't seen you Like a dolphin, you wear out your smile Seems your smile has gone out of style You can go Change your mind This is the end Let it go You can dream All that could have been It’s too late now Let it go You say you got the money Everybody owes you some Pack your bags and leave the country Dial the number, make the call Close your mouth or eat a cricket Turn the key and lock your door Look out through the dirty window Time has come to set the score
7.
I’m done Hear the sounds of the city In an empire built on songs for the pretty When we’re gone sister isn’t it a pity Our ashes only gonna make the world more gritty Conversations by the water With any of my reflections I can’t hear my own thoughts She said I’m gone in a minute I pull up Sometimes when I can feel the fire’s gone out I dive into it wide awake I’m caught up Sometimes it seems it's right around the corner Yea, I'm caught up I’m gone Turn my back to the city In a world given over to the rich and the greedy Sky looks cold and I feel kind of shitty Spell the word change with a can of graffiti Blood like trains and tunnels At night I feel like running I can’t hear my own thoughts She said I’m gone in a minute I pull up Sometimes when I can feel the fire’s gone out I dive into it wide awake I’m caught up Sometimes it seems it's right around the corner Yea, I'm caught up Dragging it out Looking at your crystal ball And turn it around Look into my dreary future What's it about Tell me what the cards are saying Fortune teller All the cards you pull up I pull up Sometimes when I can feel the fire’s gone out I dive into it wide awake I’m caught up Sometimes it seems it's right around the corner Yea, I'm caught up
8.
Commercial 03:58
It’s a new moon, it’s a new night Something about tonight Makes me feel quite alright Feel quite alright There’s a new star in the night sky Way up high, we’re floating Like we’re satellites First Hate in the sky Neon beam city burn right through the night Pleasure hunter Red-eyed Club floor Bullfight Watch the light from the bright Commercials Slide off the roof Skydive so deep Feel your wings vaporize Right as you leap Run like sand through your hand Can't have it all I say Money loves me You say Come on honey let’s spend it all I say Life’s expensive Commercial You say Pump the prices I say Looking good is my industry You say Keep living the dream Commercial Colorful magazines fall like snowflakes She said there’s no u-turns on the highway All of my fantasies I crash them all I crash them all I say Money loves me You say Come on honey let’s spend it all I say Life’s expensive Commercial You say Pump the prices I say Looking good is my industry You say Keep living the dream Commercial
9.
In My Head 04:00
My mama always told me That life should be enjoyed My mama never said anything When I was unemployed But when I go to parties I'm never having fun I’m always trying to make sense of What is going on My papa always told me That life is just a song That living is a melody And you can never play it wrong But when I go to parties I'm always on my own If only you knew what was going on In my head In my head, In my head What you see is not what I get In my head, In my head In my head In my head I never I think told you What's really on my mind I know what people say about me When I am not around But when I go to parties I try to keep my cool Who knows if there's a single grain of truth In my head In my head, In my head What you see is not what I get In my head, In my head In my head In my head So tell me what's the deal When you feel alone and then you Want some comfort food So you ask to see the menu You’re waiting for your plate Ready for the grand reveal But all you ever get Is an unhappy meal My mama always told me That life should be enjoyed My mama never said anything When I was unemployed But when I go to parties I'm never having fun I’m always trying to make sense of What is going on In my head In my head, In my head What you see is not what I get In my head, In my head In my head In my head
10.
Vampire Boi 03:10
Walking in the world like a thief in the night Creeping in the shadows and corners Vampire boi, with a pretty boi smile In the night I’m a slave to my hunger Dancing through the crowds like a wolf on the prowl Feeling high feeling numb feel thirsty Red pumping blood in a million veins I gotta give in lord have mercy I’m up all night A burning thirst keeps calling my heart I’m up all night Keeps me up Keeps me up all night Mortal eyes with immortal desire All I sense is your hemoglobin Touching skin in the city of sin Bite your tongue, taste the blood Leave your words unspoken I’m up all night A burning thirst keeps calling my heart I’m up all night Keeps me up Keeps me up all night Break of day is an anxiety attack Turn on the dark cause i’m afraid of the light Take down the sun and paint it all black Life begins at night I’m up all night A burning thirst keeps calling my heart I’m up all night Keeps me up Keeps me up all night
11.
Solitary Sundays Down where we were cutting trees To see if the birch Had something more to say to me I was hoping one day By the river in the creek That the steady stream Would carry words of yours to me You showed me what the pleasures of life mean To set my chest to the trees I was always sitting under feeling small The dreams that I used to dream The beings that we used to be Your sundress in the light And now I’m thinking Hold up, give me time I’m finally living life Trembling heartbeats inside Chasing highs, cutting lines But then a savior drunk in wine came around The light summer air Purple pills of liquid love Regret it all Save up for more And do it all over again Then another Monday Turn a page in my diary I’m leaving a trail Hoping one day you will see Footsteps on the pathway Where the old tree used to be Let the pouring rain Wash away my misery You showed me what the pleasures of life mean To set my chest to the trees I was always sitting under feeling small The dreams that I used to dream The beings that we used to be Your sundress in the light And now I’m thinking Hold up, give me time I’m finally living life Trembling heartbeats inside Chasing highs, cutting lines But then a savior drunk in wine came around The light summer air Purple pills of liquid love Regret it all Save up for more And do it all over again

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released May 27, 2022

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